Month: February 2008


I want a fucking cigarette I want a plate full of cheese fries I want a joint a roll a line a hit a midnight fuck that lasts ’til dawn I want anything Everything But all I really need is Control


I just weighed in downstairs. My rate of loss has slowed down because I’ve been snacking more and eating like crap and avoiding the treadmill more often, but I’m still losing. Today’s weight is 299. This is the first time since 1995 that I’m under 300 pounds. THAT makes my mood improve quite a bit. …

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I haven’t been as manic in my writing, I know. A lot of my time has been spent with Strutter, which I’m not complaining about at all. This weekend was blogworthy, though, just because I’m in a sort of funk from it and want to write it out. Friday was my mother’s birthday. I got …

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