depression

Blame

When something goes wrong, it seems like everyone wants someone or something to blame. Maybe it’s in our nature to shift responsibility, to clear our conscience. I’ve been stewing on this for days now, and it would be so damned easy to blame Depression for my actions, blame my father for being a role model …

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Lordy, Lordy

I’ve debated about whether or not to post this, because “real people” (such as my family and physical friends) read it as well as my Internet friends. But I think I’m going to put it out there, because I’ve learned that it’s okay to have feelings and, when you tell other people about your feelings, …

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I was going to clean off the refrigerator today, but I put it off because there’s eight million of those little fucking poetry magnets all over the thing. Instead, I got out my sketchbook, completely unaware of what I was going to doodle, and the image you see above is what happened. Today is a …

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Coming Out…

After spending close to a month in my cave, I’m coming back out to play now. (And you thought this post was about something else, didn’t you?) I don’t know what happens to me when I get the urge to withdraw like that, but it happens every so often. I’m not sad, or anything that …

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