suicide

Acceptance?

After writing yesterday, I still couldn’t get the question out of my head. Should I be trying even if she doesn’t want me to? Should I do all those little things I think about doing constantly? Texting her when I’m thinking about her (which is constantly, so that would probably not be great)? At least …

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Wake Up Call

Last night, somewhere in that twilight on the edge of sleep but not quite sleep, I was suddenly awoken. It wasn’t by that semi-dream where you’re suddenly falling, though, which is usually what wakes me up from that state. I thought I heard her say my name. I was instantly awake, and my brain did …

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